1 00:00:03,636 --> 00:00:05,305 - [Tod Voiceover] Looking back, it's hard to remember 2 00:00:05,305 --> 00:00:08,108 exactly how things were before she got here. 3 00:00:08,108 --> 00:00:10,977 Buz and I had come to Butte three weeks before, 4 00:00:10,977 --> 00:00:14,214 Buz to work in the copper reduction plant at Anaconda, 5 00:00:14,214 --> 00:00:17,450 me to drive an ore truck in Berkeley Pit. 6 00:00:17,450 --> 00:00:19,853 It's astonishing how much a part of your life 7 00:00:19,853 --> 00:00:23,156 someone can become in so brief a time. 8 00:00:23,156 --> 00:00:27,060 It's hardly a month ago she came to Butte. 9 00:00:27,060 --> 00:00:29,195 There's a small animal, the lemming, 10 00:00:29,195 --> 00:00:31,564 which every year by the thousands runs off 11 00:00:31,564 --> 00:00:33,700 the shores of Portugal and swims out into 12 00:00:33,700 --> 00:00:36,770 the Atlantic and drowns miles from shore. 13 00:00:36,770 --> 00:00:38,772 Nobody's ever explained why, 14 00:00:38,772 --> 00:00:42,876 or why the salmon fights his way upstream to die. 15 00:00:42,876 --> 00:00:44,544 Maybe Arline understood this already 16 00:00:44,544 --> 00:00:46,679 that morning she arrived. 17 00:00:46,679 --> 00:00:48,648 But we hadn't met her then and even if we had, 18 00:00:48,648 --> 00:00:50,784 she'd never have told us what she was feeling 19 00:00:50,784 --> 00:00:53,887 or what all of us were about to face. 20 00:00:55,255 --> 00:00:56,222 - [Male Speaker] Passengers may claim their 21 00:00:56,222 --> 00:00:57,991 luggage at the baggage counter. 22 00:00:57,991 --> 00:00:59,459 The limousine for downtown Butte 23 00:00:59,459 --> 00:01:01,895 will be leaving in 10 minutes. 24 00:01:04,431 --> 00:01:05,665 - Are you free? 25 00:01:08,468 --> 00:01:09,302 - Yeah. 26 00:01:12,205 --> 00:01:13,139 No luggage? 27 00:01:14,140 --> 00:01:15,241 - No luggage. 28 00:01:18,778 --> 00:01:20,113 235 West Copper. 29 00:01:27,654 --> 00:01:29,823 (horn honks) 30 00:01:29,823 --> 00:01:32,492 - [Reporter] And now five minutes of the latest news. 31 00:01:32,492 --> 00:01:34,360 In New York this afternoon, the big mystery 32 00:01:34,360 --> 00:01:37,564 is where is Broadway's newest star? 33 00:01:37,564 --> 00:01:40,166 Arline Simms who has taken Manhattan by storm 34 00:01:40,166 --> 00:01:42,135 with her role in Broadway's biggest new hit, 35 00:01:42,135 --> 00:01:44,671 Thunder of Sparrows, failed to appear this 36 00:01:44,671 --> 00:01:47,440 afternoon for her matinee performance. 37 00:01:47,440 --> 00:01:49,742 Said to be the most unpredictable personality 38 00:01:49,742 --> 00:01:51,945 on Shubert row in many a season, 39 00:01:51,945 --> 00:01:53,947 Ms. Simms probably flew to New Orleans 40 00:01:53,947 --> 00:01:57,050 for the Oysters Rockefeller, according to John Burton, 41 00:01:57,050 --> 00:01:58,351 Pulitzer Prize winning playwright 42 00:01:58,351 --> 00:02:00,353 and author of Thunder of Sparrows. 43 00:02:00,353 --> 00:02:02,155 - Turn it off, please. 44 00:02:04,390 --> 00:02:07,193 - OK if I tell the dispatcher, Ms. Simms? 45 00:02:07,193 --> 00:02:09,729 I mean, how much excitement does he ever get sitting 46 00:02:09,729 --> 00:02:12,198 there in the garage on top of that squawk box? 47 00:02:12,198 --> 00:02:13,533 Besides, everybody in Butte'll know 48 00:02:13,533 --> 00:02:15,702 in a couple of minutes anyway. 49 00:02:15,702 --> 00:02:16,970 - Let him live. 50 00:02:20,406 --> 00:02:21,574 - 6-5 to home. 51 00:02:24,110 --> 00:02:26,846 (dramatic music) 52 00:02:30,817 --> 00:02:33,386 (somber music) 53 00:03:01,181 --> 00:03:02,015 - [Tod Voiceover] Don't let anyone kid 54 00:03:02,015 --> 00:03:03,449 you about premonitions. 55 00:03:03,449 --> 00:03:05,218 They don't grow on trees. 56 00:03:05,218 --> 00:03:06,920 Maybe now and then we all get one, 57 00:03:06,920 --> 00:03:09,822 but most of the big things that happen to us just pop up 58 00:03:09,822 --> 00:03:13,326 unannounced and happen, like Arline Simms. 59 00:03:16,729 --> 00:03:18,865 I didn't know until later what Buz was feeling 60 00:03:18,865 --> 00:03:21,868 at that moment of seeing Arline for the first time 61 00:03:21,868 --> 00:03:24,170 because I wasn't looking at Buz. 62 00:03:24,170 --> 00:03:26,839 I was looking at Arline. 63 00:03:26,839 --> 00:03:28,908 Call it one of those chemical things, 64 00:03:28,908 --> 00:03:32,745 but whatever it was, I found myself in action. 65 00:03:39,018 --> 00:03:41,921 - Say, the lady that runs the boarding house'll 66 00:03:41,921 --> 00:03:44,958 probably ask 40 a month, but offer her 30. 67 00:03:44,958 --> 00:03:47,660 She's got a heart of gold. 68 00:03:47,660 --> 00:03:51,831 Well, look, can I get your bags out of the cab or something? 69 00:03:54,467 --> 00:03:55,301 Anything? 70 00:03:58,938 --> 00:04:00,974 - That's the wrong approach. 71 00:04:00,974 --> 00:04:02,041 - No kidding. 72 00:04:20,860 --> 00:04:22,262 - Arline, Arline. 73 00:04:25,164 --> 00:04:27,267 (laughs) 74 00:04:30,770 --> 00:04:33,640 10 calls I've had these last few minutes, 75 00:04:33,640 --> 00:04:37,343 all telling me my famous niece just flew into town 76 00:04:37,343 --> 00:04:40,113 and without so much as a telegram. 77 00:04:40,113 --> 00:04:43,082 I shouldn't even be talking to you. 78 00:04:43,082 --> 00:04:45,652 Six years, girl, and not a word. 79 00:04:45,652 --> 00:04:47,153 - Always at Christmas. 80 00:04:47,153 --> 00:04:48,354 - Money. 81 00:04:48,354 --> 00:04:51,057 'Twas yourself you should've mailed home. 82 00:04:51,057 --> 00:04:53,326 But why now, Arline? 83 00:04:53,326 --> 00:04:54,927 Why come back now? 84 00:04:54,927 --> 00:04:56,496 - Why not? 85 00:04:56,496 --> 00:05:00,366 - All right, honey, I'll not push you for the reason. 86 00:05:00,366 --> 00:05:01,401 In good time. 87 00:05:02,302 --> 00:05:04,170 In good time. 88 00:05:04,170 --> 00:05:05,938 Where's your baggage? 89 00:05:07,407 --> 00:05:11,611 Look at us, the last of the Sullivans and the Simms. 90 00:05:11,611 --> 00:05:13,513 Two women with not a child between them 91 00:05:13,513 --> 00:05:16,282 and here we stand like strangers. 92 00:05:17,550 --> 00:05:18,818 Come in, child. 93 00:05:19,752 --> 00:05:20,653 Come on in. 94 00:05:29,729 --> 00:05:31,564 - Hey, Tommy, isn't that, um? 95 00:05:31,564 --> 00:05:34,434 - Arline Simms in person. 96 00:05:34,434 --> 00:05:36,602 Two things Butte's proudest of: 97 00:05:36,602 --> 00:05:40,773 our copper, Charlie Simms' daughter, Lord rest his soul. 98 00:05:46,245 --> 00:05:47,447 - She sure has got a way about her, 99 00:05:47,447 --> 00:05:48,614 you gotta admit that. 100 00:05:48,614 --> 00:05:49,449 - What are we doing out here? 101 00:05:49,449 --> 00:05:50,650 She's inside. 102 00:05:50,650 --> 00:05:52,618 - Yeah, I know, but there's only one of her. 103 00:05:52,618 --> 00:05:54,620 - I'll send you regular bulletins. 104 00:05:54,620 --> 00:05:57,156 - Look, before I was born when I was still 105 00:05:57,156 --> 00:05:59,325 swinging with the spirits, I knew that girl. 106 00:05:59,325 --> 00:06:00,760 I've always known her. 107 00:06:00,760 --> 00:06:03,696 I'll send you the bulletins. 108 00:06:03,696 --> 00:06:04,697 - We'll flip. 109 00:06:04,697 --> 00:06:05,698 - Oh, no deal. 110 00:06:05,698 --> 00:06:07,166 - No deal? 111 00:06:07,166 --> 00:06:09,168 - Look, why don't you just straighten your shoulder, Tod, 112 00:06:09,168 --> 00:06:11,838 and turn on the charm because it's every man for himself. 113 00:06:11,838 --> 00:06:13,873 See, and I'm coming on strong. 114 00:06:13,873 --> 00:06:14,807 Dig? - Yeah. 115 00:06:17,710 --> 00:06:19,946 - [Lydia] How does it look? 116 00:06:21,748 --> 00:06:24,951 - It's smaller than I remember. 117 00:06:24,951 --> 00:06:29,021 But it's solid and reassuring, like papa's table. 118 00:06:30,323 --> 00:06:33,326 It's the heart of forever, isn't it? 119 00:06:35,027 --> 00:06:37,463 And mama's needlepoint chair. 120 00:06:40,566 --> 00:06:41,734 Papa's throne. 121 00:06:47,874 --> 00:06:51,277 The afternoon he died, he sat in this chair. 122 00:06:51,277 --> 00:06:53,212 Do you remember, Lydia? 123 00:06:56,215 --> 00:06:57,450 And the doctor said, "Come on, Charlie, 124 00:06:57,450 --> 00:07:00,653 "we're gonna take you to the hospital." 125 00:07:02,088 --> 00:07:05,825 He just sat here and held onto these arms, shook his head. 126 00:07:07,894 --> 00:07:10,396 He said, "Bring me my Arline." 127 00:07:11,597 --> 00:07:14,467 Mama brought me to him, you remember? 128 00:07:17,136 --> 00:07:20,473 I sat on his lap and I tried not to cry. 129 00:07:22,642 --> 00:07:24,143 Clutched his hand. 130 00:07:26,379 --> 00:07:29,148 Felt just like sea foam. 131 00:07:29,148 --> 00:07:30,850 Just like sea foam, Lydia, from a wave 132 00:07:30,850 --> 00:07:33,419 that had been broken and spent. 133 00:07:39,425 --> 00:07:41,661 He looked at me so gravely. 134 00:07:43,196 --> 00:07:46,265 He looked up at mama and he said this 135 00:07:46,265 --> 00:07:48,534 one's gonna be all right, Isabel. 136 00:07:48,534 --> 00:07:52,104 Don't you worry, she's gonna be all right. 137 00:07:52,104 --> 00:07:54,607 She's gonna do you proud. 138 00:07:54,607 --> 00:07:57,210 (somber music) 139 00:08:04,283 --> 00:08:07,453 Is Father Prior still at Saint Lawrence? 140 00:08:07,453 --> 00:08:09,322 - The devil himself could never route him out. 141 00:08:09,322 --> 00:08:11,224 You can make your peace on that. 142 00:08:11,224 --> 00:08:12,058 - Good. 143 00:08:15,528 --> 00:08:18,364 - You must be tired, all the way from New York. 144 00:08:18,364 --> 00:08:19,866 And hungry. 145 00:08:19,866 --> 00:08:22,068 - And Mrs. Clark? 146 00:08:22,068 --> 00:08:23,936 - Good heavens, Arline. 147 00:08:23,936 --> 00:08:26,806 She was 92 when she passed on last September. 148 00:08:26,806 --> 00:08:28,641 No complaint, I'd say. 149 00:08:31,010 --> 00:08:33,446 - [Arline] Till next Tuesday, child. 150 00:08:33,446 --> 00:08:36,549 Get some strength in that right hand. 151 00:08:44,624 --> 00:08:47,126 (phone rings) 152 00:08:50,329 --> 00:08:51,163 - Hello? 153 00:08:52,498 --> 00:08:53,933 Yeah, she's here. 154 00:08:55,835 --> 00:08:57,203 It's long distance. 155 00:08:57,203 --> 00:09:00,106 New York, a Mr. John Burton. 156 00:09:00,106 --> 00:09:01,307 - I won't talk. 157 00:09:02,341 --> 00:09:03,943 - She's indisposed. 158 00:09:05,111 --> 00:09:06,879 What's that? 159 00:09:06,879 --> 00:09:08,648 Oh, just a minute. 160 00:09:08,648 --> 00:09:09,916 He says he's going to keep calling you 161 00:09:09,916 --> 00:09:13,753 every half hour until you finally talk to him. 162 00:09:16,689 --> 00:09:18,624 - Close the doors, will you, Aunt Lydia? 163 00:09:18,624 --> 00:09:19,692 It's private. 164 00:09:21,894 --> 00:09:22,895 Hello, John. 165 00:09:26,699 --> 00:09:30,303 John, listen to me, I am never coming back. 166 00:09:31,771 --> 00:09:35,641 Look, I'm saying this now softly and without emotion 167 00:09:35,641 --> 00:09:39,178 and we're never gonna speak to each other again. 168 00:09:39,178 --> 00:09:41,013 I'm never coming back. 169 00:09:44,317 --> 00:09:46,452 All right, John, you wait. 170 00:09:46,452 --> 00:09:47,520 You just sit there and mix yourself 171 00:09:47,520 --> 00:09:50,523 another martini and you wait. 172 00:09:50,523 --> 00:09:52,258 Look, give yourself at least a week to suffer, 173 00:09:52,258 --> 00:09:54,260 huh, and feel it deeply. 174 00:09:55,695 --> 00:09:59,699 There's always the new play and the new leading lady. 175 00:10:01,100 --> 00:10:02,301 Goodbye, John. 176 00:10:20,119 --> 00:10:21,554 - Hey! 177 00:10:21,554 --> 00:10:23,823 What are you doing? 178 00:10:23,823 --> 00:10:24,824 Hey, wait a minute. 179 00:10:24,824 --> 00:10:26,058 I paid the rent. 180 00:10:26,058 --> 00:10:26,892 - Get out. 181 00:10:28,427 --> 00:10:29,762 - [Buz] Get out? 182 00:10:29,762 --> 00:10:30,997 What's going on? 183 00:10:30,997 --> 00:10:33,833 - [Arline] Just get out. 184 00:10:33,833 --> 00:10:35,868 - Hey, come on now. - Out! 185 00:10:35,868 --> 00:10:37,203 - Wait a minute. 186 00:10:40,506 --> 00:10:43,042 - [Tod] My, you certainly made a hit with her. 187 00:10:43,042 --> 00:10:45,277 - Yeah, well, she went into my room, not yours. 188 00:10:45,277 --> 00:10:46,512 Mine. 189 00:10:46,512 --> 00:10:47,880 - Yeah, well, somehow from where I stand 190 00:10:47,880 --> 00:10:52,184 that doesn't even seem like a minor victory. 191 00:10:52,184 --> 00:10:53,019 - Oh. 192 00:10:54,420 --> 00:10:56,489 Well, when Arline gets in a mood, Mr. Murdock, 193 00:10:56,489 --> 00:10:58,124 you just gotta look the other way. 194 00:10:58,124 --> 00:11:00,226 - I must have done something to bug her or something. 195 00:11:00,226 --> 00:11:03,162 - Well, you see, that's her old room. 196 00:11:03,162 --> 00:11:05,665 It has a lot of memories for her. 197 00:11:05,665 --> 00:11:07,800 But, well, somehow she forgot the hard 198 00:11:07,800 --> 00:11:09,969 years that she was away. 199 00:11:09,969 --> 00:11:12,104 And she forgot that I had to keep this home going, 200 00:11:12,104 --> 00:11:15,107 so I took in gentlemen from the mines. 201 00:11:15,107 --> 00:11:17,743 Nice gentlemen, such as you. 202 00:11:17,743 --> 00:11:19,078 But that's Arline. 203 00:11:19,078 --> 00:11:22,248 When she gets a notion, that's that. 204 00:11:22,248 --> 00:11:24,884 Something made her come back here. 205 00:11:24,884 --> 00:11:27,753 What it is I don't know yet. 206 00:11:27,753 --> 00:11:31,290 But the Lord works in mysterious ways. 207 00:11:31,290 --> 00:11:33,626 He must've had some reason for making her return. 208 00:11:33,626 --> 00:11:36,529 Oh, I've got another nice room for you down there. 209 00:11:36,529 --> 00:11:39,131 You know, you're awful nice about this. 210 00:11:39,131 --> 00:11:43,302 - Well, it's a good world. (laughs) 211 00:11:45,604 --> 00:11:50,042 - Times are I don't think I really understand your friend. 212 00:11:50,042 --> 00:11:52,478 - Mrs. Sullivan, stop trying. 213 00:11:53,512 --> 00:11:56,615 (lighthearted music) 214 00:12:08,060 --> 00:12:09,562 - [Arline] Aunt Lydia, please. 215 00:12:09,562 --> 00:12:12,331 Yes, I am all right and no I don't want any dinner. 216 00:12:12,331 --> 00:12:14,400 I'll see you in the morning. 217 00:12:14,400 --> 00:12:16,068 - It'll be too late. 218 00:12:18,671 --> 00:12:22,742 Look, I may not look it, but I'm the pajama type. 219 00:12:23,776 --> 00:12:24,944 I don't know why. 220 00:12:24,944 --> 00:12:26,579 Maybe it's just a habit, but I dig pajamas, 221 00:12:26,579 --> 00:12:28,147 like the bottoms. 222 00:12:28,147 --> 00:12:29,615 When you threw my stuff out of here, 223 00:12:29,615 --> 00:12:33,419 you overlooked a few items, like the pajama bottoms 224 00:12:33,419 --> 00:12:35,921 and the toothbrush, toothpaste. 225 00:12:35,921 --> 00:12:37,723 - All right. 226 00:12:37,723 --> 00:12:39,391 - I made out a list. 227 00:12:39,391 --> 00:12:41,160 - [Arline] Just get them and leave me alone. 228 00:12:41,160 --> 00:12:42,328 - Well, the list is a little long. 229 00:12:42,328 --> 00:12:44,563 It may take a little while. 230 00:12:47,366 --> 00:12:51,103 I couldn't have left them anywhere, you know. 231 00:12:55,274 --> 00:12:57,209 Not there either. 232 00:12:57,209 --> 00:12:59,612 - Maybe you're wearing them. 233 00:12:59,612 --> 00:13:01,113 - Oh no, I checked. 234 00:13:06,519 --> 00:13:09,188 Your aunt has cooked you a special dinner. 235 00:13:09,188 --> 00:13:11,590 Why don't I go down and get you a plate and bring it up? 236 00:13:11,590 --> 00:13:12,525 It's a stew. 237 00:13:12,525 --> 00:13:14,393 It's got everything in it. 238 00:13:14,393 --> 00:13:17,196 - Maybe that's where your pajamas are. 239 00:13:17,196 --> 00:13:20,266 (lighthearted music) 240 00:14:23,996 --> 00:14:25,464 - Look, I want you to know that no matter 241 00:14:25,464 --> 00:14:28,801 what this looks like, it's not a pickup. 242 00:14:29,768 --> 00:14:30,936 The good people either dig each 243 00:14:30,936 --> 00:14:33,539 other right now or forget it. 244 00:14:33,539 --> 00:14:36,542 Two half truths never made an integrated single, 245 00:14:36,542 --> 00:14:40,713 but two truths together, man, that's a crazy square root. 246 00:14:42,381 --> 00:14:44,149 Now, you take me for instance. 247 00:14:44,149 --> 00:14:45,517 I never batted 300. 248 00:14:45,517 --> 00:14:46,986 Probably never will. 249 00:14:46,986 --> 00:14:50,623 Never climbed Mount Everest and I don't have perfect pitch. 250 00:14:50,623 --> 00:14:53,525 But I can tell you about Arline Simms. 251 00:14:53,525 --> 00:14:56,262 Somebody or something has dropped a glass wall around her 252 00:14:56,262 --> 00:15:00,399 and now she looks at people from the bottom of a fish bowl. 253 00:15:02,434 --> 00:15:05,404 So she's come running back to lean on the past. 254 00:15:05,404 --> 00:15:08,841 To reach out for things that are gone. 255 00:15:08,841 --> 00:15:11,844 Look, if you want to bust out of that fish bowl, 256 00:15:11,844 --> 00:15:16,015 if you want to be free, all you've gotta do is think free. 257 00:15:17,316 --> 00:15:20,152 All you gotta do is say, I'm free. 258 00:15:21,453 --> 00:15:22,288 I'm me. 259 00:15:40,940 --> 00:15:41,941 - Move over. 260 00:15:43,075 --> 00:15:44,243 - Be my guest. 261 00:15:45,377 --> 00:15:48,814 - When I play games, I play my rules. 262 00:15:48,814 --> 00:15:50,449 - You've got the wrong boy. 263 00:15:50,449 --> 00:15:54,086 In the man-woman battle, it's the man's rules. 264 00:15:54,086 --> 00:15:56,655 - Win the battle, lose the war. 265 00:15:57,890 --> 00:15:58,724 - Hey. 266 00:16:01,126 --> 00:16:04,430 Nobody ever really wins a war. 267 00:16:04,430 --> 00:16:06,999 (somber music) 268 00:16:36,061 --> 00:16:40,165 You planning to hit every joint in Butte tonight? 269 00:16:49,308 --> 00:16:52,311 (lively jazz music) 270 00:16:59,651 --> 00:17:01,587 - [Arline] Whatever comes straight, make it a double. 271 00:17:01,587 --> 00:17:02,821 - Why fight it? 272 00:17:44,296 --> 00:17:45,898 Your change, ma'am. 273 00:18:00,813 --> 00:18:02,881 - Quitting so soon? 274 00:18:02,881 --> 00:18:05,451 - Do you know where Columbia Gardens is? 275 00:18:05,451 --> 00:18:07,853 - If I didn't, I'd say I did. 276 00:18:07,853 --> 00:18:09,188 - I'll show you. 277 00:18:15,360 --> 00:18:17,930 (somber music) 278 00:18:26,472 --> 00:18:28,207 Over there in the shell of the balcony 279 00:18:28,207 --> 00:18:31,944 the firehouse band used to play every Sunday. 280 00:18:36,782 --> 00:18:39,618 Sundays were always the best days. 281 00:18:44,957 --> 00:18:46,725 Sometimes wonder why we can't live all 282 00:18:46,725 --> 00:18:50,229 the rest of the week like we do on Sunday. 283 00:18:55,968 --> 00:18:58,537 I've got to remember all of it. 284 00:19:03,108 --> 00:19:04,843 Why can't I remember? 285 00:19:06,245 --> 00:19:09,882 Why've I forgotten so many thousands of things? 286 00:19:09,882 --> 00:19:12,384 All the good things, like what mama 287 00:19:12,384 --> 00:19:15,053 used to cook for breakfast, 288 00:19:15,053 --> 00:19:17,222 the colors of papa's ties, 289 00:19:18,957 --> 00:19:20,159 and the words, 290 00:19:22,227 --> 00:19:24,062 all the words he said. 291 00:19:26,365 --> 00:19:27,699 What did he say? 292 00:19:28,567 --> 00:19:30,002 I can't remember. 293 00:19:31,537 --> 00:19:32,838 All I can remember is those last 294 00:19:32,838 --> 00:19:35,340 few words just before he died. 295 00:19:42,881 --> 00:19:44,616 You're right. 296 00:19:44,616 --> 00:19:48,053 I'm leaning on the past just as you said. 297 00:19:49,888 --> 00:19:52,057 But I can't help myself. 298 00:19:52,057 --> 00:19:52,958 I'm afraid. 299 00:19:57,696 --> 00:20:00,699 I want to run to my father. 300 00:20:00,699 --> 00:20:04,403 And not like we write in books and plays. 301 00:20:04,403 --> 00:20:06,972 Not sick, but I want them back. 302 00:20:10,108 --> 00:20:14,112 I want my mother and my father back, Buz. 303 00:20:14,112 --> 00:20:15,113 I need them. 304 00:20:16,915 --> 00:20:18,150 I need them so. 305 00:20:26,458 --> 00:20:28,126 - Well, what can I do? 306 00:20:28,126 --> 00:20:30,462 Just tell me, what can I do? 307 00:20:35,434 --> 00:20:36,268 - Hold me. 308 00:20:38,303 --> 00:20:39,638 Please, hold me. 309 00:20:41,106 --> 00:20:43,709 (somber music) 310 00:21:39,331 --> 00:21:40,265 - What are you sitting for? 311 00:21:40,265 --> 00:21:41,633 You want to be late for work? 312 00:21:41,633 --> 00:21:43,669 - [Tod] The keys. 313 00:21:43,669 --> 00:21:44,503 - Oh. 314 00:21:46,038 --> 00:21:48,373 - Tonight is my turn. 315 00:21:48,373 --> 00:21:50,409 - She won't be free. 316 00:21:50,409 --> 00:21:51,610 - Wow, what do you know. 317 00:21:51,610 --> 00:21:53,278 A smiler with an ax. 318 00:21:54,479 --> 00:21:56,481 - Relax, she's not seeing me. 319 00:21:56,481 --> 00:21:58,083 She's got a date with a priest. 320 00:21:58,083 --> 00:22:00,652 Father Prior of the neighborhood church. 321 00:22:00,652 --> 00:22:03,021 - Well, maybe she'd like to do the town later. 322 00:22:03,021 --> 00:22:05,891 I'll ask her when I finish the afternoon shift. 323 00:22:05,891 --> 00:22:07,826 - She's not exactly in a dating mood, Tod. 324 00:22:07,826 --> 00:22:09,895 That's not why she came back to Butte. 325 00:22:09,895 --> 00:22:13,265 - Is that one of the bulletins you promised me? 326 00:22:13,265 --> 00:22:16,134 - It's like the insulation's broke. 327 00:22:16,134 --> 00:22:18,670 Like she shorted out somewhere. 328 00:22:18,670 --> 00:22:22,007 She's driving without lights in a panic. 329 00:22:22,874 --> 00:22:25,444 (somber music) 330 00:23:53,532 --> 00:23:56,268 - [Father Prior] Arline, my dear. 331 00:24:04,876 --> 00:24:07,846 - Oh, Father, I'm so glad to see you again. 332 00:24:07,846 --> 00:24:09,648 - I've been waiting. 333 00:24:09,648 --> 00:24:11,383 That's all I've heard in the parish since yesterday. 334 00:24:11,383 --> 00:24:12,551 Arline's home. 335 00:24:16,755 --> 00:24:19,090 Welcome home, Arline. 336 00:24:19,090 --> 00:24:21,660 - Father, please help me. 337 00:24:21,660 --> 00:24:24,329 I haven't the strength to fight anymore 338 00:24:24,329 --> 00:24:27,232 and nowhere else to turn. 339 00:24:27,232 --> 00:24:30,135 I thought maybe the house where I was born, 340 00:24:30,135 --> 00:24:33,805 maybe there I'd find something to hold onto. 341 00:24:36,908 --> 00:24:39,511 It's just as empty as New York. 342 00:24:40,545 --> 00:24:42,214 I'm falling. 343 00:24:42,214 --> 00:24:45,951 I keep reaching out for something to stop me. 344 00:24:46,852 --> 00:24:48,753 I've come home, Father. 345 00:24:49,988 --> 00:24:51,890 I've come home to die. 346 00:24:51,890 --> 00:24:54,626 (dramatic music) 347 00:25:02,834 --> 00:25:05,403 (somber music) 348 00:25:20,652 --> 00:25:22,087 - Go to the rectory. 349 00:25:22,087 --> 00:25:24,623 Mrs. Harriet will make you some tea. 350 00:25:24,623 --> 00:25:26,124 Come home to die indeed. 351 00:25:26,124 --> 00:25:28,960 Now what kind of a grim joke is that? 352 00:25:28,960 --> 00:25:30,495 Anyway, come along now. 353 00:25:30,495 --> 00:25:35,100 - Father, I can't talk about it calmly and logically yet. 354 00:25:35,100 --> 00:25:36,568 I'd prefer not to go to the rectory 355 00:25:36,568 --> 00:25:40,338 and discuss it over tea if you don't mind. 356 00:25:40,338 --> 00:25:42,507 I feel better here. 357 00:25:42,507 --> 00:25:45,677 - All right, my dear, we'll stay here. 358 00:25:50,315 --> 00:25:52,250 Now tell me what it is. 359 00:25:53,585 --> 00:25:57,489 - It's called lupus erythematosus disseminatus. 360 00:25:58,990 --> 00:26:00,559 Sounds like a Latin name they use 361 00:26:00,559 --> 00:26:03,461 for some pretty flower, doesn't it? 362 00:26:07,566 --> 00:26:11,469 I look at myself in the mirror and I'm not Arline anymore. 363 00:26:11,469 --> 00:26:14,005 I'm a host for lupus. 364 00:26:14,005 --> 00:26:16,174 An expert suddenly able to enunciate all 365 00:26:16,174 --> 00:26:18,643 the tongue twisting impersonal medical terms 366 00:26:18,643 --> 00:26:21,980 that isolate me from my stranger's body. 367 00:26:26,384 --> 00:26:28,219 Lupus, Father, is a degenerative 368 00:26:28,219 --> 00:26:31,056 process involving the blood vessels. 369 00:26:31,056 --> 00:26:34,793 Acute lupus inevitably terminates in death, 370 00:26:34,793 --> 00:26:38,964 usually from toxemia, usually within a few weeks. 371 00:26:38,964 --> 00:26:39,798 - I see. 372 00:26:41,700 --> 00:26:43,835 How long have you known? 373 00:26:43,835 --> 00:26:47,539 - Through all kinds of pain, special treatments, 374 00:26:47,539 --> 00:26:51,476 antibiotics, steroids, transfusions, cortisone. 375 00:26:53,111 --> 00:26:55,447 Through all kinds of delaying actions. 376 00:26:55,447 --> 00:26:56,948 - How can you be sure there's no-- 377 00:26:56,948 --> 00:27:00,585 - The top doctors in New York say the end of July. 378 00:27:00,585 --> 00:27:03,221 I got sick of New York in July. 379 00:27:03,221 --> 00:27:06,257 Dying on the installment plan. 380 00:27:06,257 --> 00:27:07,359 So here I am. 381 00:27:08,593 --> 00:27:10,362 - You've told no one. 382 00:27:10,362 --> 00:27:12,864 - Father, in my world death is for bit players 383 00:27:12,864 --> 00:27:16,534 or something that happens off stage. 384 00:27:16,534 --> 00:27:20,538 But it doesn't happen to the star, except in tragedies. 385 00:27:20,538 --> 00:27:24,709 They're not producing tragedies this season on Broadway. 386 00:27:26,044 --> 00:27:28,913 Will I get more and more afraid? 387 00:27:28,913 --> 00:27:31,716 Can I find something to hold onto? 388 00:27:31,716 --> 00:27:34,586 - Death may deprive us of the wonder of this existence, 389 00:27:34,586 --> 00:27:37,856 my child, but it can never erase 390 00:27:37,856 --> 00:27:40,592 the triumph of our having existed 391 00:27:40,592 --> 00:27:44,062 whether for one year or for one hour. 392 00:27:44,062 --> 00:27:47,298 God will not fail you, child. 393 00:27:47,298 --> 00:27:49,801 I promise you in his His name. 394 00:27:49,801 --> 00:27:52,370 (somber music) 395 00:28:26,071 --> 00:28:29,207 - What cripples we are, Father. 396 00:28:29,207 --> 00:28:30,775 How easily crushed. 397 00:28:32,210 --> 00:28:33,211 How nothing. 398 00:28:34,379 --> 00:28:35,613 Look at them up there. 399 00:28:35,613 --> 00:28:37,048 Their cold light. 400 00:28:38,550 --> 00:28:40,452 It's all around us, Father. 401 00:28:40,452 --> 00:28:43,621 Everywhere we look, indifference. 402 00:28:43,621 --> 00:28:46,357 A whole universe of indifference. 403 00:28:47,592 --> 00:28:51,463 - You say the universe is indifferent. 404 00:28:51,463 --> 00:28:52,797 Yes, yes, it is. 405 00:28:54,799 --> 00:28:57,635 But there's a higher order, my dear. 406 00:28:57,635 --> 00:29:00,472 The love in each of us which makes us care. 407 00:29:00,472 --> 00:29:03,241 I'm not indifferent, Arline. 408 00:29:03,241 --> 00:29:05,243 If I could die for you, I would gladly 409 00:29:05,243 --> 00:29:08,146 as I would for any who need relief. 410 00:29:11,416 --> 00:29:14,052 Remember, my child, I'm here waiting. 411 00:29:14,052 --> 00:29:15,987 Whatever time you come, 412 00:29:16,988 --> 00:29:19,290 whenever you call. 413 00:29:19,290 --> 00:29:21,893 (somber music) 414 00:29:44,215 --> 00:29:45,049 - Arline! 415 00:30:12,944 --> 00:30:17,081 More than anything I'd like to kiss you. 416 00:30:17,081 --> 00:30:18,082 But I can't. 417 00:30:20,084 --> 00:30:23,054 When you went into the church, I followed you 418 00:30:23,054 --> 00:30:24,889 to tell you I'd be waiting outside 419 00:30:24,889 --> 00:30:28,593 in case you felt like doing the town. 420 00:30:28,593 --> 00:30:29,861 I heard it all. 421 00:30:31,729 --> 00:30:33,331 If I could've pushed a button 422 00:30:33,331 --> 00:30:37,168 and disintegrated myself, I would've pushed. 423 00:30:37,168 --> 00:30:38,203 But I was trapped. 424 00:30:38,203 --> 00:30:39,204 There was no way I could leave 425 00:30:39,204 --> 00:30:41,873 without you knowing I was there. 426 00:30:43,775 --> 00:30:44,943 - So you know. 427 00:30:46,444 --> 00:30:47,812 - When you were running away from the church 428 00:30:47,812 --> 00:30:49,647 I could feel your panic like it was my own, 429 00:30:49,647 --> 00:30:51,583 so I called out to you. 430 00:30:53,017 --> 00:30:55,353 You threw yourself into my arms. 431 00:30:55,353 --> 00:30:56,688 Do you know why? 432 00:30:59,257 --> 00:31:01,192 To feel flesh and blood. 433 00:31:02,694 --> 00:31:03,728 Another human being. 434 00:31:03,728 --> 00:31:04,562 Not me. 435 00:31:06,030 --> 00:31:06,865 Life. 436 00:31:09,334 --> 00:31:12,904 If I hadn't known that, I'd have grabbed back. 437 00:31:12,904 --> 00:31:15,306 But I knew it, so I couldn't. 438 00:31:18,142 --> 00:31:21,145 You don't even know my name, do you? 439 00:31:22,614 --> 00:31:24,249 It's Tod. 440 00:31:24,249 --> 00:31:25,183 Tod Stiles. 441 00:31:29,921 --> 00:31:33,758 - They say any old straw when you're drowning. 442 00:31:35,894 --> 00:31:39,397 You're not just any old straw, Tod Stiles. 443 00:31:41,599 --> 00:31:45,770 I'd like you to know that for whatever it's worth. 444 00:31:46,704 --> 00:31:49,307 Thank you for being so logical. 445 00:31:50,241 --> 00:31:51,409 Good night. 446 00:31:51,409 --> 00:31:52,243 - Arline. 447 00:31:55,079 --> 00:31:58,182 Now that the words are out of the way, 448 00:31:58,182 --> 00:32:02,120 how about trying again without being so logical? 449 00:32:02,987 --> 00:32:05,356 - Wouldn't work this time. 450 00:32:05,356 --> 00:32:07,525 We're no longer strangers. 451 00:32:11,396 --> 00:32:14,032 - I'll drive you home. 452 00:32:14,032 --> 00:32:16,434 - No, I'm not going home. 453 00:32:16,434 --> 00:32:17,268 Not yet. 454 00:32:18,870 --> 00:32:19,804 Night, Tod. 455 00:32:20,972 --> 00:32:23,574 (somber music) 456 00:32:39,524 --> 00:32:42,126 (somber music) 457 00:33:18,629 --> 00:33:20,732 - You can't win them all. 458 00:33:24,168 --> 00:33:27,705 - Never knew you to quit so soon. 459 00:33:27,705 --> 00:33:29,173 - Well, I tried and it's just never 460 00:33:29,173 --> 00:33:31,509 gonna work for Arline and me. 461 00:33:31,509 --> 00:33:33,011 She's a great kid, Buz. 462 00:33:33,011 --> 00:33:34,545 (Buz laughs) 463 00:33:34,545 --> 00:33:37,382 Of course, everybody knows that I'm a great kid, too, 464 00:33:37,382 --> 00:33:39,417 but it just happens to be a case where two 465 00:33:39,417 --> 00:33:42,620 great kids weren't destined for each other. 466 00:33:42,620 --> 00:33:43,788 So I pass, OK? 467 00:33:45,256 --> 00:33:48,092 I turn the keys over to you and I give you my blessing. 468 00:33:48,092 --> 00:33:49,727 - [Buz] All right. 469 00:33:49,727 --> 00:33:51,095 - Buz. 470 00:33:51,095 --> 00:33:52,330 - Yeah? 471 00:33:52,330 --> 00:33:54,065 - Some advice, huh? 472 00:33:54,065 --> 00:33:56,501 Keep it light, just for laughs. 473 00:33:56,501 --> 00:33:58,536 - Keep you posted, dad. 474 00:33:58,536 --> 00:34:01,039 (somber music) 475 00:35:01,599 --> 00:35:02,433 - Arline. 476 00:35:08,873 --> 00:35:10,308 Well, Tod reported a strike out, 477 00:35:10,308 --> 00:35:13,177 so I figured it was time for the second inning. 478 00:35:13,177 --> 00:35:14,645 - Thanks, Buz, but no. 479 00:35:14,645 --> 00:35:17,315 - Look, whatever's bugging you, we're gonna exercise it. 480 00:35:17,315 --> 00:35:18,549 - Exorcise. 481 00:35:18,549 --> 00:35:19,784 - That's it, you take care of the grammar 482 00:35:19,784 --> 00:35:21,486 and I'll take care of the happy talk, OK? 483 00:35:21,486 --> 00:35:22,320 Come on. 484 00:35:23,187 --> 00:35:24,555 Don't think about it. 485 00:35:24,555 --> 00:35:25,456 Make the commitment. 486 00:35:25,456 --> 00:35:26,290 Do it. 487 00:35:28,559 --> 00:35:30,294 Yeah, (mumbles), right? 488 00:35:30,294 --> 00:35:31,129 We go. 489 00:35:50,281 --> 00:35:53,284 Now every day in the marketplace sits a kebab vendor 490 00:35:53,284 --> 00:35:57,388 who turns spits of meat over black (mumbles) charcoal. 491 00:35:57,388 --> 00:36:01,292 And every day this poor man come by with a piece of bread. 492 00:36:01,292 --> 00:36:03,127 He would take this piece of bread and hold it over 493 00:36:03,127 --> 00:36:05,630 the roasting meat to get some meat flavor. 494 00:36:05,630 --> 00:36:08,332 Then he'd walk away without saying a word. 495 00:36:08,332 --> 00:36:11,369 Well, after a year of this, the vendor said, 496 00:36:11,369 --> 00:36:13,738 "Look here, you beggar, I expect payment." 497 00:36:13,738 --> 00:36:15,773 The beggar refused, so the vendor 498 00:36:15,773 --> 00:36:18,342 dragged him off by the ear to court. 499 00:36:18,342 --> 00:36:22,413 Said to the judge, "For one year, this beggar 500 00:36:22,413 --> 00:36:25,016 "has been passing my stand and soaking his bread 501 00:36:25,016 --> 00:36:28,553 "in my kebab smoke and I want you to make him pay for it." 502 00:36:28,553 --> 00:36:29,787 "Oh," said the judge. 503 00:36:29,787 --> 00:36:31,556 "What do you think he owes you?" 504 00:36:31,556 --> 00:36:33,124 One anna per day. 505 00:36:33,124 --> 00:36:34,892 365 annas for a year. 506 00:36:37,528 --> 00:36:40,598 The beggar shrugged because he had no money. 507 00:36:40,598 --> 00:36:42,066 "Well," said the judge, "I'll pay you 508 00:36:42,066 --> 00:36:44,468 "out of my own pocket personally," 509 00:36:44,468 --> 00:36:46,604 and he took the exact amount out of the pocket 510 00:36:46,604 --> 00:36:48,806 and held it in front of the vendor. 511 00:36:48,806 --> 00:36:52,443 Just as the vendor was about to take the money, 512 00:36:52,443 --> 00:36:55,680 the judge pulled it back, said, "Oh no. 513 00:36:57,081 --> 00:37:00,017 "The man didn't steal your meat, only the flavor, 514 00:37:00,017 --> 00:37:02,420 "and I'll pay you the same way. 515 00:37:02,420 --> 00:37:04,422 "Here, smell the money." 516 00:37:05,523 --> 00:37:07,592 (laughs) 517 00:37:17,101 --> 00:37:20,638 I was just trying to steal the flavor. 518 00:37:20,638 --> 00:37:21,472 - Night. 519 00:37:57,108 --> 00:38:00,511 - What's the matter, Paul, the British coming? 520 00:38:00,511 --> 00:38:04,582 - Do you realize we sleep away one third of our lives? 521 00:38:04,582 --> 00:38:06,584 - I did until I met you. 522 00:38:14,959 --> 00:38:16,761 Let me guess. 523 00:38:16,761 --> 00:38:18,062 You found Arline. 524 00:38:18,062 --> 00:38:21,098 - Yeah, she's really a great girl. 525 00:38:21,098 --> 00:38:22,633 - Yeah. 526 00:38:22,633 --> 00:38:25,803 Well, give me the whole report. 527 00:38:25,803 --> 00:38:26,771 - No report. 528 00:38:26,771 --> 00:38:29,040 Didn't even kiss her. 529 00:38:29,040 --> 00:38:31,008 - You mean you woke me up to tell 530 00:38:31,008 --> 00:38:32,810 me you didn't even kiss her? 531 00:38:32,810 --> 00:38:34,879 - But I've got a whole program in orbit. 532 00:38:34,879 --> 00:38:36,247 Irresistible. 533 00:38:36,247 --> 00:38:37,882 So go back to sleep and save your strength 534 00:38:37,882 --> 00:38:40,584 while the rest of us are spending ours. 535 00:38:40,584 --> 00:38:42,586 I'll turn the light out. 536 00:38:48,592 --> 00:38:51,696 (lighthearted music) 537 00:38:57,368 --> 00:38:58,936 - [Tod Voiceover] All through the days and nights 538 00:38:58,936 --> 00:39:01,005 that followed for more than three weeks, 539 00:39:01,005 --> 00:39:04,508 Buz knocked himself out to be with Arline. 540 00:39:06,110 --> 00:39:10,281 Even insisted she pick him up at the end of each shift. 541 00:39:13,984 --> 00:39:16,053 It was though some special force was 542 00:39:16,053 --> 00:39:18,656 driving him to make Arline love him. 543 00:39:18,656 --> 00:39:21,025 "She's crazy about Sundays," he'd tell me, 544 00:39:21,025 --> 00:39:24,095 "because Sundays were the good days when she was a kid. 545 00:39:24,095 --> 00:39:25,796 "So I'll give her a month of Sundays, 546 00:39:25,796 --> 00:39:29,800 "a lifetime of Sundays if it'll make her happy." 547 00:39:45,516 --> 00:39:48,619 (lighthearted music) 548 00:39:54,759 --> 00:39:57,528 (engine roaring) 549 00:40:28,192 --> 00:40:30,261 - I thought we settled all that. 550 00:40:30,261 --> 00:40:33,898 Nothing serious, just for (laughs). 551 00:40:33,898 --> 00:40:36,801 - It's time we reopened the discussion. 552 00:40:36,801 --> 00:40:38,369 - Not now, Buz. 553 00:40:38,369 --> 00:40:40,037 Maybe sometime soon. 554 00:40:54,318 --> 00:40:57,087 (engine roaring) 555 00:41:24,248 --> 00:41:25,416 - Pick a hand. 556 00:41:34,058 --> 00:41:35,559 What do you think? 557 00:41:36,560 --> 00:41:39,063 - Once more from the top, huh? 558 00:41:40,698 --> 00:41:43,200 - Comes out the same way. 559 00:41:43,200 --> 00:41:45,369 I'm gonna marry that girl. 560 00:41:46,537 --> 00:41:47,705 - She said yes? 561 00:41:47,705 --> 00:41:49,306 - Don't worry, she will. 562 00:41:49,306 --> 00:41:50,474 I'm taking her to the dance at 563 00:41:50,474 --> 00:41:53,744 the Columbia Gardens tonight and 564 00:41:53,744 --> 00:41:56,080 it's where I make the scene. 565 00:42:04,788 --> 00:42:06,557 (light knocking) 566 00:42:06,557 --> 00:42:07,992 - Yes? 567 00:42:07,992 --> 00:42:09,527 - [Tod] It's Tod, may I come in? 568 00:42:09,527 --> 00:42:12,263 - Yes, come in, the door is open. 569 00:42:24,241 --> 00:42:25,509 - You're going to Columbia Gardens 570 00:42:25,509 --> 00:42:27,912 tonight with Buz, aren't you? 571 00:42:27,912 --> 00:42:28,846 - Yes, why? 572 00:42:30,247 --> 00:42:31,315 - He bought a ring. 573 00:42:31,315 --> 00:42:33,183 He's gonna ask you to marry him. 574 00:42:33,183 --> 00:42:34,418 - No. 575 00:42:34,418 --> 00:42:36,854 - [Tod] And you're going to accept. 576 00:42:36,854 --> 00:42:38,856 - I can't, you know I can't, Tod. 577 00:42:38,856 --> 00:42:40,257 - But he doesn't know you can't 578 00:42:40,257 --> 00:42:42,459 and that's why you're going to. 579 00:42:42,459 --> 00:42:46,630 - How could I love if I can't offer a lasting relationship? 580 00:42:48,065 --> 00:42:50,734 I don't even know if I'm gonna see the rain again. 581 00:42:50,734 --> 00:42:55,072 I don't know if I'm gonna see tomorrow's sun. 582 00:42:55,072 --> 00:42:57,207 How can I hurt Buz by loving him and letting 583 00:42:57,207 --> 00:43:00,010 him love me when it can't go anywhere? 584 00:43:00,010 --> 00:43:02,479 - But it can go somewhere. 585 00:43:02,479 --> 00:43:04,982 - What, a day, two days, maybe a week? 586 00:43:04,982 --> 00:43:06,584 - A minute if that's all there is. 587 00:43:06,584 --> 00:43:08,319 But a minute that counts. 588 00:43:08,319 --> 00:43:09,153 - I can't. 589 00:43:10,321 --> 00:43:11,889 I know Buz loves me. 590 00:43:11,889 --> 00:43:14,158 I can't make it worse. 591 00:43:14,158 --> 00:43:16,694 - Arline, you're doing what everybody else does. 592 00:43:16,694 --> 00:43:19,229 Wasting precious days, just passing the time, 593 00:43:19,229 --> 00:43:21,465 going through the motions, waiting. 594 00:43:21,465 --> 00:43:23,734 That's not really living. 595 00:43:23,734 --> 00:43:26,637 Before my father died, he taught me something. 596 00:43:26,637 --> 00:43:29,473 He knew he was dying and he lived his last days 597 00:43:29,473 --> 00:43:32,810 more fully than he lived all the rest of his life. 598 00:43:32,810 --> 00:43:34,311 He said don't left yourself be hobbled 599 00:43:34,311 --> 00:43:37,381 by fatalism and don't run from death. 600 00:43:37,381 --> 00:43:39,917 Recognize it, accept it for what it is. 601 00:43:39,917 --> 00:43:42,152 Just as much a miracle as being born. 602 00:43:42,152 --> 00:43:43,954 Maybe more so. 603 00:43:43,954 --> 00:43:47,791 Only when we lose our fear of death can we defeat it. 604 00:43:47,791 --> 00:43:51,962 Then we can make every hour of our existence really count. 605 00:43:54,098 --> 00:43:56,433 Arline, Buz is a guy who's with things. 606 00:43:56,433 --> 00:43:59,837 He feels every minute of every experience in every pore. 607 00:43:59,837 --> 00:44:02,406 And if he did know, this is the way he'd want it to be. 608 00:44:02,406 --> 00:44:05,709 So take this from him and share it with him and use it. 609 00:44:05,709 --> 00:44:08,479 (dramatic music) 610 00:44:16,253 --> 00:44:19,423 (peaceful jazz music) 611 00:45:21,985 --> 00:45:25,489 (lighthearted jazz music) 612 00:46:04,862 --> 00:46:06,430 - [Tod Voiceover] Buz didn't tell me and I'll never 613 00:46:06,430 --> 00:46:08,732 ask what it must've been like with Arline in those 614 00:46:08,732 --> 00:46:11,969 first few minutes until the ambulance arrived. 615 00:46:11,969 --> 00:46:14,972 But as soon as he'd called for an ambulance, he called me. 616 00:46:14,972 --> 00:46:17,474 I borrowed a car, only making one stop on the way, 617 00:46:17,474 --> 00:46:20,577 and got to him as fast as I could. 618 00:46:20,577 --> 00:46:22,813 I stopped for Father Prior. 619 00:47:00,717 --> 00:47:03,954 - Are you sorry for your sins, my dear? 620 00:47:06,390 --> 00:47:10,394 (speaking in foreign language). 621 00:47:15,999 --> 00:47:16,834 Amen. 622 00:47:18,869 --> 00:47:19,703 - Father. 623 00:47:21,338 --> 00:47:22,573 I'm not afraid. 624 00:47:29,680 --> 00:47:33,851 - (speaking in foreign language). 625 00:47:40,924 --> 00:47:41,758 Amen. 626 00:47:49,499 --> 00:47:50,667 - I was alive. 627 00:47:52,436 --> 00:47:54,004 I really was alive. 628 00:48:12,089 --> 00:48:14,658 (somber music) 629 00:48:21,932 --> 00:48:24,368 (Buz crying) 630 00:48:35,846 --> 00:48:38,015 (screams) 631 00:48:46,957 --> 00:48:50,627 (moves into dramatic music) 632 00:48:56,800 --> 00:48:59,803 (lively jazz music) 633 00:50:03,834 --> 00:50:05,402 - [Male Voiceover] This has been a Screen Gems film 634 00:50:05,402 --> 00:50:07,938 presentation from Columbia Pictures. 635 00:50:07,938 --> 00:50:11,208 Herbert B. Leonard, Executive Producer.